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进来 发现了这个apps, 喜马拉雅(听)。
有的是夜里的声音，都是中国风。

很不错，很多好听的歌。有述说情感的。也有说故事的。
听着(听)，在这样的夜里，我又想起了maksol，也想misol了。

这两天，年假开始了，要做的都做了。还有三个星期，都不知要如何过。

也许，应该去去海边，坐在沙滩上，静静地看海。
或是，去去郊外的山顶，从高处往下看，看看这世界，自然美。

有些事，终于告一段落了。未来的路，我看不到方向。没有目地。

在这深夜人静的时候，我，想起了你， maksol, misol。

A Deal

There is something that hard to believe. It may not be true, but.....take it as a story as you read on.

My life is going through a lot of changes. Many things happened, changes, all come into my life out of a sudden.

I was trying to survive, in such a difficult situation. Keeping calm and cool at all time. However, sometimes, things just didn't go the way you want. I was being placed in a difficult situation.

I have no choice but pray for help. I can hardly see any hope......until.....
The so called miracle happened. Maybe, this is not a miracle, it is a deal. A deal between me and .....how should I address? Between me and 'my future'.

I have asked for the safety, healthy, happiness, harmony, for the one I loved. In return, I have promised to exchange my 'time'.

And, guess what, the first wish was immediately fulfilled. I was shocked. This would mean that, what I have asked for, will be granted, and of course, I need to pay for the wishes.

I have no regrets, what I have asked for are the most important things to me, in my life. I want to see you all, happy, healthy, safely, enjoying life.

I will remember what I'd promised. I am doing what I can, to stay happily, for the remaining time. I am doing what I can to make sure I can contribute more.

There is nothing called forever. Everything will come to the end, a matter of now or later. Just be thankful to what you have now, and be good.

I have come to a stage that, I can understand why a rocker can turn into a monk.

I appreciate everyday that is given to me. I wish I can have more times with all of you. 'A present' is the gift that everyone has. Use it and experience it, no regret.

If everything goes as planned, 1113 on 2019, named as the 'deal day', is the destiny.
Love all of you!

p/s: A dream or a wish that seems real enough for me to take it seriously

2 live or 2 die

今天。。。可能。。。
我就这样离开这世界了

如果不是想来云顶见小可
也许以后也见不着了
小可救了我

如果像往常一样 8点多
我应该也会坐在那个马路旁的档口
吃着我的晚餐

然后就被一个hilux铲过

报纸上就会有我的名字

人生。。。真的无常

想要做的就得快做

别等了，时间不多了！

Happy Birthday

今天1113

特别的日子

想给特别的你

说声 生日快乐！

🎆🎉🎈🎊🎇

5-2

Speechless

It just come at the right time

There is always a hope

Don't give up!

Surprised and shocked!

Thank you small devil @ 5-2 --> 5252

爱死你！

等待

痴痴地等
虽然知道
今天星期天
不可能知道结果
但还是 会想一想

我真的很喜欢你
就不能给就我个机会吗
得到了你 我会更幸福
成全我吧 😉
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别想歪了

我想要的是那份新工!

零晨3点

快两点，累了，要睡了，关了灯，趴在床上
就快进入梦里时 电话居然响了
难得， 十年都不响，
现在这个时候。。。那么突然

“你给我地址，我过来，找你喝茶”
😏先前不是说不了吗？
“好吧。。。”

我心想，现在这个时候就真的什么都没有
都几点了，嘛嘛挡都不知还有没
算了，再看吧
又起身换了衣服

等待中，看看这看看那
什么FB, Instagram, E-news, 都看完了
还没到？！？！
应该20分钟就到了丫
从一点多等到3点
不是什么意外吧
那头，来了个WhatsApp
“我在外头，有一些争吵”
“什么事？？😱”
没回复了。。。。。

我想我大概知道什么事了
😥
还在等。。。。。。