A Deal

There is something that hard to believe. It may not be true, but.....take it as a story as you read on.

My life is going through a lot of changes. Many things happened, changes, all come into my life out of a sudden.

I was trying to survive, in such a difficult situation. Keeping calm and cool at all time. However, sometimes, things just didn't go the way you want. I was being placed in a difficult situation.

I have no choice but pray for help. I can hardly see any hope......until.....
The so called miracle happened. Maybe, this is not a miracle, it is a deal. A deal between me and .....how should I address? Between me and 'my future'.

I have asked for the safety, healthy, happiness, harmony, for the one I loved. In return, I have promised to exchange my 'time'.

And, guess what, the first wish was immediately fulfilled. I was shocked. This would mean that, what I have asked for, will be granted, and of course, I need to pay for the wishes.

I have no regrets, what I have asked for are the most important things to me, in my life. I want to see you all, happy, healthy, safely, enjoying life.

I will remember what I'd promised. I am doing what I can, to stay happily, for the remaining time. I am doing what I can to make sure I can contribute more.

There is nothing called forever. Everything will come to the end, a matter of now or later. Just be thankful to what you have now, and be good.

I have come to a stage that, I can understand why a rocker can turn into a monk.

I appreciate everyday that is given to me. I wish I can have more times with all of you. 'A present' is the gift that everyone has. Use it and experience it, no regret.

If everything goes as planned, 1113 on 2019, named as the 'deal day', is the destiny.
Love all of you!

p/s: A dream or a wish that seems real enough for me to take it seriously