2018

多得小魔收留了我和misol，谢谢谢谢
多得小可无形中救了我一命，谢谢谢谢
当然，也得谢谢785 和5252的主人，
也就是小魔小可，呵呵

健康方面，不很理想
脚受伤，眼睛累，而且还加胖了，肥了！

这年都没去哪，平淡的日子也许也不错
明年该去走走
台湾？ 越南？英国？澳洲？
谁要和我去？？
2019， 我得积极一点了

下雨的夜晚
结束2018

谢谢所有和我走过2018的人
期待2019 的来临！

New beginning

Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.

Let go of yesterday

I close the door to the past, open the door to the future, take a deep breath, step on through and start a new chapter in my life

听

进来 发现了这个apps, 喜马拉雅(听)。
有的是夜里的声音，都是中国风。

很不错，很多好听的歌。有述说情感的。也有说故事的。
听着(听)，在这样的夜里，我又想起了maksol，也想misol了。

这两天，年假开始了，要做的都做了。还有三个星期，都不知要如何过。

也许，应该去去海边，坐在沙滩上，静静地看海。
或是，去去郊外的山顶，从高处往下看，看看这世界，自然美。

有些事，终于告一段落了。未来的路，我看不到方向。没有目地。

在这深夜人静的时候，我，想起了你， maksol, misol。

A Deal

There is something that hard to believe. It may not be true, but.....take it as a story as you read on.

My life is going through a lot of changes. Many things happened, changes, all come into my life out of a sudden.

I was trying to survive, in such a difficult situation. Keeping calm and cool at all time. However, sometimes, things just didn't go the way you want. I was being placed in a difficult situation.

I have no choice but pray for help. I can hardly see any hope......until.....
The so called miracle happened. Maybe, this is not a miracle, it is a deal. A deal between me and .....how should I address? Between me and 'my future'.

I have asked for the safety, healthy, happiness, harmony, for the one I loved. In return, I have promised to exchange my 'time'.

And, guess what, the first wish was immediately fulfilled. I was shocked. This would mean that, what I have asked for, will be granted, and of course, I need to pay for the wishes.

I have no regrets, what I have asked for are the most important things to me, in my life. I want to see you all, happy, healthy, safely, enjoying life.

I will remember what I'd promised. I am doing what I can, to stay happily, for the remaining time. I am doing what I can to make sure I can contribute more.

There is nothing called forever. Everything will come to the end, a matter of now or later. Just be thankful to what you have now, and be good.

I have come to a stage that, I can understand why a rocker can turn into a monk.

I appreciate everyday that is given to me. I wish I can have more times with all of you. 'A present' is the gift that everyone has. Use it and experience it, no regret.

If everything goes as planned, 1113 on 2019, named as the 'deal day', is the destiny.
Love all of you!

p/s: A dream or a wish that seems real enough for me to take it seriously